Wrote this a bit ago. Some may recognise from myspace.


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I am a young woman with a low self image and an uncertain future.
I don't study as much as I should.
I try too hard.
I've never had a real boyfriend.
My first love stole my heart, ripped it in two and handed it back just before he turned away.
My mind wanders.
I think too much.
I get into trouble by lying to my parents.
I want to be successful and make my parents proud.
I drink coffee everyday.
I don't eat right.
I smile to myself when I think of my friends.
I cry at night when I think I'll be alone forever.
I like foreign films.
I laugh at stupid teenage movies.
I want to travel to Europe.
I'm afraid of leaving home.
I don't drink.
I go to bars with my friends.
I shop at Target and Macy's.
I want the clothes in Betsy Johnson and Chanel.
I'm sarcastic.
I mean every word I say.
I'm a contradiction.
Today I am not fabulous, but someday I will be.